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About Me Member DA Addict Elly17/Female/United Kingdom Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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I'M IN NEED OF A JOB .......D=

Fri Dec 11, 2009, 10:58 AM
  • Listening to: 30 seconds to mars :- Kings and Queens
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: an old tv programme
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: chocolate
  • Drinking: water
Is there anyone in need of a maid, cleaner or babysitter/ carer?

cause i really need a job, so i can save up to get a flat of my own...... can anyone help me?

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hiya I'm Ella AKA Kaoru xDDD

I love manga, mostly yu-gi-oh gx.
I like most yaoi pairing but my favourite pairings are JadenxJesse or JudaixJohan(Spiritshipping) and HaouxYubelJohan (Dark Spiritshipping)

I love reading fanfictions aswell (i think you can guess what about... yep you got it JudaixJohan ^_^)

Sarina- Ella stop frettin' about Jaden and Jesse already! ¬_¬

Ella- Shut up Rina! It's my DA profile i'll put what i want on here!

Sarina- *sighs* Whatever... *Leaves room*


i found these on fanfiction.net on fanning a revengfull flame's profile and I've decided to put them on this profile they both made my tears flow cause they show just how bad some men can be.

This story is about a little girl that was abused. If you care about it, copy and paste it to your profile.


My name is Sarah

I am but three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see,

I must be stupid

I must be bad,

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

I wish I weren't ugly,

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all

I can't do a wrong

Or else I'm locked up

All the day long

When I awake

I'm all alone

The house is dark

My folks aren't home.

When my mommy does come

I'll try and be nice,

So maybe I'll get just

One whipping tonight

Don't make a sound!

I just heard a car

My daddy is back

From Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse

My name he calls

I press myself

Against the wall.

I try and hide

From his evil eyes

I'm so afraid now

I'm sradishing to cry.

He finds me weeping

He shouts ugly words,

He says its my fault

That he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me

And yells at me more,

I finally get free

And I run for the door.

He's already locked it

And I sradish to bawl,

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken.

"I'm sorry!", I scream

But its now much too late

His face has been twisted

Into unimaginable hate.

The hurt and the pain

Again and again

Oh please God, have mercy!

Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops

And heads for the door,

While I lay there motionless

Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Sarah

And I am but three,

Tonight my daddy,

Murdered me.





Mommy, I love you --tear jerker copy and paste thingy--

Try not to cry

Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school,

He told his friends that it was cool,

And when he pulled the trigger back,

It shot with a great, huge crack.

Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told,

I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!

When I went to school that day,

I never said good-bye.

I'm sorry that I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.

When Johnny shot the gun, he hit me and another,

And all because Johnny, got the gun from his brother.

Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,

And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.

And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,


And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now


And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best


Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest


Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,

And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass


Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one, though. deserves this.

But mommy, it's not fair, I left without a kiss.

And Mommy tell the doctors; I know that they really did try

I think I even saw one doctor, trying not to cry.

Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with a bullet in my chest,

But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest


When I heard that great, big crack, I ran as fast as I could

please listen to me if you would,


I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new


I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo


I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,

I wanted to be an actress, I really wanted to live.

But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late,

Mommy, tell my Zack, I'm sorry I to cancel the date.


I love you Mommy, I always have, I know you know its true


And Mommy all I need to say is, "Mommy, I love you"

In Memory of The Columbine & Virginia Tech
Students Who Were Lost

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: England, UK
  • Interests: Manga, anime, Yaoi Pairing
  • Favourite movie: Anything to do with manga
  • Favourite band or musician: Vic Mignogna (played ed in FMA english version)
  • Favourite genre of music: everything but classical
  • Favourite artist: Widzilla & AngelxOfxHell YAY!
  • Favourite poet or writer: my mother
  • Favourite photographer: my uncle
  • Favourite style of art: MANGA!!!!
  • Favourite game: yu-gi-oh duel monsters
  • Favourite cartoon character: Judai/ Jaden yuki and Johan/ Jesse Andersen
  • Personal Quote: Im an Evil Kitty Beware

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Comments


:iconrose123321123:
Awwww Thank you for the deviant watch.
I appreciate it greatly! :love: :hug:

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Oo>~:*Edward fangirl 4 ever*: ~<oO
:iconalfonstwinelina:
no problem chick

i love your pics

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Hiya! ;3
Im evil Stay back
:iconrose123321123:
Awwww Thank you for the deviant watch.
I appreciate it greatly! :love: :hug:

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Oo>~:*Edward fangirl 4 ever*: ~<oO
:iconalfonstwinelina:
hugs

no problem chick

i love your pics x3

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Hiya! ;3
Im evil Stay back
:iconrose123321123:
Hi Elina ~
I'm Rose (Razan-chan from LJ ^^)
Loool you have wonderful gallery :heart:
see you soon :hug:

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Oo>~:*Edward fangirl 4 ever*: ~<oO
:iconalfonstwinelina:
Hiiiya rose-chan *hug*
how are you?
thank youuu ^^
hoped you liked it
love ya
Elly

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Hiya! ;3
Im evil Stay back
:iconrunkia-yaoi:
OMG i love spiritshipping and darkspiritshipping !!! and yu-gi-oh GX !!

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jaden: Get your game on
jesse: RAINBOW DRAGON
possesshipping
selfshipping
spiritshipping
darkspiritshipping
TWINZ!!!!! XD
:iconalfonstwinelina:
so do i X3

=D i love makeing videos too =3

so i thought to myself why not do both XDDDD

woohoo

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Hiya! ;3
Im evil Stay back
:iconrunkia-yaoi:
sweet XD

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jaden: Get your game on
jesse: RAINBOW DRAGON
possesshipping
selfshipping
spiritshipping
darkspiritshipping
TWINZ!!!!! XD
:iconalfonstwinelina:
i know =3, look on my journal entry for directions lol

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Hiya! ;3
Im evil Stay back

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